Hi,
As most people do before going to sleep i have this huge deep debate in my head about a certain matters, normally it's things that I've said in the day or making up scenarios in my head about meeting the vamps or something stupid like that. But every once in a while I have these deep thoughts about what happens when my nan dies or if i just gave up with school.
You see that's the thing, school. We are forced to go somewhere that makes us so unhappy and stressed. Don't people say do more of what makes you happy. But how can I do this if I'm stuck somewhere that makes me feel like shit and there's no way to get out of it. I'm not bullied or anything I just overthink situations. If there's one snide comment you can guarantee that it's going to be the only thing that I'm thinking about for the rest of the day.
I just want to give up. What's the point of being unhappy and stressed 5 days a week. In school everyone paints this huge mask on their face that they don't study or they don't care. But reality is they do. They D you got in your exam, the one you said didn't bother you. It did and then instead of going home and revising for 2 hours you sit on Instagram and bitch about the teacher who gave you that D. If you are upset by your grade or something at school. Do something to change it. Ask a teacher what you can go next time to get a better grade. Talk to people. Don't feel alone because in a school of 200 people there is going to be someone who wants to talk to you.
Ignore comments thrown at you, whether it's about your grades or something you've done because that's the person behind the comments way of feeling better about themselves. If you don't like they way you feel. Change it. It's your life and YOU are the only one who can do something about the way you're feeling.
Kisses - K
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