Hi,
As most people do before going to sleep i have this huge deep debate in my head about a certain matters, normally it's things that I've said in the day or making up scenarios in my head about meeting the vamps or something stupid like that. But every once in a while I have these deep thoughts about what happens when my nan dies or if i just gave up with school.
You see that's the thing, school. We are forced to go somewhere that makes us so unhappy and stressed. Don't people say do more of what makes you happy. But how can I do this if I'm stuck somewhere that makes me feel like shit and there's no way to get out of it. I'm not bullied or anything I just overthink situations. If there's one snide comment you can guarantee that it's going to be the only thing that I'm thinking about for the rest of the day.
I just want to give up. What's the point of being unhappy and stressed 5 days a week. In school everyone paints this huge mask on their face that they don't study or they don't care. But reality is they do. They D you got in your exam, the one you said didn't bother you. It did and then instead of going home and revising for 2 hours you sit on Instagram and bitch about the teacher who gave you that D. If you are upset by your grade or something at school. Do something to change it. Ask a teacher what you can go next time to get a better grade. Talk to people. Don't feel alone because in a school of 200 people there is going to be someone who wants to talk to you.
Ignore comments thrown at you, whether it's about your grades or something you've done because that's the person behind the comments way of feeling better about themselves. If you don't like they way you feel. Change it. It's your life and YOU are the only one who can do something about the way you're feeling.
Kisses - K
Tuesday, 8 March 2016
Monday, 7 March 2016
Internet Friends.
Hi,
Today I wanted to talk about something that is very important to me, my friends, in particular my 'internet' friends. I put internet in quote marks because does it really matter how you make friends. This is a topic I have put a lot of thought into and I just want to share my views on it. When I talk to my friends at school about my internet friends I see them switch off and just don't pay attention, because it is something you don't appreciate until it is something that you are a part of.
In school or work you have so many people you can start to talk to and from that you gain common interests, hobbies etc., but it is a complete game changer when you start to talk to someone because of a common interest, in most instances people start talking because of a band or someone famous. But once you get beyond the talk of the initial interest they become like any other friends that you may have, sometimes they are even better.
With people on the internet you almost start a fresh and you give the impression that you want to give out, in social situations it is easier for people to judge you, on the internet you don't have to worry about being judges for something you did 3 years ago, you tell them things when you are ready and don't have to worry about it getting around to them through rumors that are only 20% true.
So does it really matter how you meet your friends, all that's important is how they make you feel and how they impact your life. I am eternally grateful for my friends and I don't know what I would do with out them, I love you all so much
Kisses - K
Today I wanted to talk about something that is very important to me, my friends, in particular my 'internet' friends. I put internet in quote marks because does it really matter how you make friends. This is a topic I have put a lot of thought into and I just want to share my views on it. When I talk to my friends at school about my internet friends I see them switch off and just don't pay attention, because it is something you don't appreciate until it is something that you are a part of.
In school or work you have so many people you can start to talk to and from that you gain common interests, hobbies etc., but it is a complete game changer when you start to talk to someone because of a common interest, in most instances people start talking because of a band or someone famous. But once you get beyond the talk of the initial interest they become like any other friends that you may have, sometimes they are even better.
With people on the internet you almost start a fresh and you give the impression that you want to give out, in social situations it is easier for people to judge you, on the internet you don't have to worry about being judges for something you did 3 years ago, you tell them things when you are ready and don't have to worry about it getting around to them through rumors that are only 20% true.
So does it really matter how you meet your friends, all that's important is how they make you feel and how they impact your life. I am eternally grateful for my friends and I don't know what I would do with out them, I love you all so much
Kisses - K
Welcome to my blog.
Hi,
Everyone's giving blogs a go so I thought lets jump on the band waggon and join the trend, who know what I will post on here or how often I will do so, but I don't want to feel pressured to do so. This blog will be a very personal thing like penny's blog was to her in Girl Online, but it wont be anonymous as such.
I want to start out by telling you about myself,
My name is Katherine but no one calls me that, I go by the name of Katie or K, I am 15 years old and am current studying for my GCSE's. I don't know where I would be without music and in particular The Vamps, I play and write music as well as listening to it, I have been playing music since I was 7 when I played piano and I now have taken up guitar. something a bit more personal about me is that I suffer from anxiety and have done now for nearly 3 years, I try not to let is bother me but that isn't always possible. Another set back I have is that I'm dyslexic, I'm lucky in the sense that it only effects my spelling so if something is spelt wrong, that's the reason why.
I have all these thoughts and feeling flowing through me that I need to let them out somehow and this was something that I have been thinking about doing for a while, even if no ones reads this or I don't end up publishing this, there just things that I want to get off my chest.
I hope to build a community here and just be there as someone that you can talk to, where I'm not going to judge you as such and in return I hope that you will do the same as this whole idea is kind of terrifying me but the benefits of having this makes me completely forget about it.
As this is my first blog post I want to give you an insight as to what my blog will be like so before Wednesday I will hopefully have a proper first post and I hope that you will read it.
If you have got this far thank you for listening to my ramble and I will talk to you before the end of the week,
Kisses -K
Everyone's giving blogs a go so I thought lets jump on the band waggon and join the trend, who know what I will post on here or how often I will do so, but I don't want to feel pressured to do so. This blog will be a very personal thing like penny's blog was to her in Girl Online, but it wont be anonymous as such.
I want to start out by telling you about myself,
My name is Katherine but no one calls me that, I go by the name of Katie or K, I am 15 years old and am current studying for my GCSE's. I don't know where I would be without music and in particular The Vamps, I play and write music as well as listening to it, I have been playing music since I was 7 when I played piano and I now have taken up guitar. something a bit more personal about me is that I suffer from anxiety and have done now for nearly 3 years, I try not to let is bother me but that isn't always possible. Another set back I have is that I'm dyslexic, I'm lucky in the sense that it only effects my spelling so if something is spelt wrong, that's the reason why.
I have all these thoughts and feeling flowing through me that I need to let them out somehow and this was something that I have been thinking about doing for a while, even if no ones reads this or I don't end up publishing this, there just things that I want to get off my chest.
I hope to build a community here and just be there as someone that you can talk to, where I'm not going to judge you as such and in return I hope that you will do the same as this whole idea is kind of terrifying me but the benefits of having this makes me completely forget about it.
As this is my first blog post I want to give you an insight as to what my blog will be like so before Wednesday I will hopefully have a proper first post and I hope that you will read it.
If you have got this far thank you for listening to my ramble and I will talk to you before the end of the week,
Kisses -K
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